too many things on my mind now… i’m more confused than ever. i always do things that are detrimental to myself.
why did i start this weird friendship? now tongues are wagging. and i have no idea how to stop it. the solution may seem simple: just reduce contact with him. but, we’ve grown closer over the week, i don’t know how to break away without him noticing it. it’s going to be awkward if he asks what’s wrong coz i don’t know how to put it across to him.
i tried to hint him, but it’s either that he didn’t get it or i didn’t get his answer. i certainly don’t want to catch him on a rebound. not fair to me (& him), and it’s not me to do so.
i’m just so confused now.