after last night’s event, i realised many things.
no more crying
no more chances
no more care & concern
no more friends.
i don’t want to make ppl who truly care abt me disappointed again.
i don’t want to be in this position, turning round and round, but not making any progress
i don’t want to make my friends worry about me anymore
i don’t want to let such a insensitive person affect my life
i don’t want to let misery creep into my life and be a resident.
i don’t want to waste time, effort and feelings on ppl who never appreciate the finer things in life.
i want to make my life good again
i want to smile again
i want my friends to stop worrying for me
i want my friends to know that i’m a strong girl and i can do it
i want ppl who aren’t worthy of my time to be out of my life
i want my cheerful and happy-go-lucky, optimistic self back.
and i know, i CAN do it. no ifs, no buts, no howevers.