i had a dream the previous night and it jolted me awake in the middle of the night, keeping me tossing and turning until it was time for me to get ready for work. i’m so afraid of the dream recurring, i could not sleep last night too.
i dreamed that he ran away from me. when i finally found him, he told me coldly and harshly that he has never felt for me. he was just toying with my feelings. he was ‘with’ me because he pitied me and he could not take my constant nagging and i was boring him, so he left. my heart ached so much that i woke up from the dream.
it’s a dream but i cannot stop thinking about it. why is this happening again?
there isn’t a single day that passes without him on my mind. will i ever recover again?
i really miss you, you know. really really do. you’ve been gone for only a month, but it feels like a year.
now i know. i finally get it. nothing.