reading back on my entries, made me realise how much a happy person i used to be and how much i’ve changed over a period of a couple of months. i’m trying to keep happy thoughts, keep myself busy, but there’s still a void somehow. maybe it’s too much on my platter, too soon.
trust me when i say i do want things to change, but i don’t know how. certain things are beyond my control, and my emotions are definitely one of those. if you will, stay with me and you’ll see the change. soon, i hope. there’re definitely more good days than bad days now.