Giving up

I feel so frustrated with work lately. Must be the delayed period that cause my hormones to go havoc. Keep getting very worked up and angsty at almost everything.

Just spent the past 30 mins typing out a letter to my boss, telling him of the problems I face with a particular idiotic customer. Not asking him to take sides, but give me his point of view objectively. Where I did right, where I did wrong, and how I can do it better.

As I wrote towards the end, I felt even more at a loss, quite similar to how I felt when I first started out on this job. I remember I almost burst out crying in front of my (ex)colleague. It was a million ‘what am I doing with my life’ questions in my head.

I totally feel the same now. Is this what I really want?

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